Long feature about an old story

Where have I been for the past two weeks? I did not even notice that my home­town paper pub­lished a long arti­cle detail­ing the upheaval in the Anusara and broader yoga scene because of John Friend’s misadventures:

Scan­dal con­torts future of John Friend, Anusara yoga: “Friend’s empire — an inter­na­tional net­work that claims more than 1,500 teach­ers, includ­ing 25 in the Wash­ing­ton metro area, and 600,000 stu­dents — is in cri­sis now, tee­ter­ing under the strain of a sex scan­dal that has split its most loyal prac­ti­tion­ers and prompted an astound­ing vent­ing of emo­tions, from rage and recrim­i­na­tions to com­pas­sion and sadness.”

The Wash­ing­ton Post piece was so long that I could not fin­ish — I’m at work right now so I’ll have to come back to it later.

Getting back on the track

I missed vinyasa class tonight because of a heavy work­load and a boss who’s trav­el­ing tomor­row. When I got home, I had a choice: either watch the Trudie Styler DVD to write the review or go run­ning. I choose run­ning. I put in nearly two miles at a slow trod.

I used to run a lot until my knee injury and surgery. A few weeks ago, at the gym work­ing on the sta­tion­ary bike and ellip­ti­cal trainer, I felt an impulse and jumped on the tread­mill just to see what it was like, maybe just a quick walk­ing pace. I did not feel any­thing bad. I stepped up the speed. At the end of 15 min­utes, I was trot­ting along with­out any pain or com­pli­ca­tions. The fol­low­ing day, I felt no adverse con­se­quences. I started jog­ging again, gin­gerly, at the gym and at a high school track near my house, first with a mile, then, adding a quar­ter of a mile grad­u­ally, until I am up to two miles now.

When I was recov­er­ing from my surgery, I focused on get­ting back to yoga because the dis­ci­pline had a rip­ple effect through­out my life. I ruled out run­ning because I did not want to over­stress my knees. But run­ning had never been the cause of my injury: it was actu­ally yoga, an over-​​aggressive moment when I put too much weight over my bent knee.

What pushed me back to run­ning was my yoga prac­tice: I’ve been doing one or two ses­sions a week of hatha yoga with Mary­lou McNa­mara at Thrive. She’s trained as a Anusara teacher so she works a lot on align­ment — long, repeated holds of fairly sim­ple poses (lunge, War­rior I, II, III). I feel that I am able to access key mus­cles in my shoul­ders, back, core, and hips for the first time, and her instruc­tion helps me focus on those areas. But a hatha class does not get much into aer­o­bic con­di­tion­ing, and I’ve noticed in the vinyasa classes that I’ve been get­ting winded. If I was going to con­tinue going hatha yoga classes, I needed to add some aer­o­bic exer­cise, either at the gym, the yoga stu­dio or elsewhere.

So that’s why I started run­ning again. My short-​​term goal is to get ready for the Brian Kest week­end work­shop at Thrive com­ing up on Octo­ber 23-​​25. He teaches an Ash­tanga, power yoga style that’s going to test my lim­its over four two-​​hour ses­sions. I knew I had to step up conditioning.

Anusara’s John Friend leads a class

Share photos on twitter with Twitpic I was fol­low­ing John Friend’s twit­ter­ing and came across a link to this shot. Twit­pic has sev­eral other shots of massed yogis in for­ma­tion. Awe-​​inspiring gath­er­ings that project chan­neled prana. Friend is on tour, cur­rently in Canada, putting on work­shops for Anusara yoga teachers.

As a hack pho­tog­ra­pher, I am fas­ci­nated by shots of yoga prac­tice, both the group sync and the indi­vid­ual pose. John — or his peo­ple — have many oppor­tu­ni­ties. It’s a lot harder than it looks because the pho­tog­ra­pher has to cap­ture the instance of grace in poor, indoor light­ing, and fre­quently in movement.

The yoga meme even slips into the Wall Street Journal

WSJ Mag­a­zine From Navy Whistle­blower to War­rior Pose is the story of Paula (Cough­lin) Puopolo who was the focal point of the U.S. Navy Tail­hook scan­dal in the early 1990s. This story tells her story well and also how yoga allowed her to come to peace with her­self and the reper­cus­sions from the pub­lic air­ing of her ordeal in a hotel cor­ri­dor in Las Vegas. She now owns her own yoga stu­dio, Ocean Yoga.

Of all the yoga styles she’s expe­ri­enced since then, the one Puopolo has focused on is a tantric vari­ety called Anusara, cre­ated by the Amer­i­can teacher John Friend in 1997. Its guid­ing ethos posits the inher­ent good­ness of human beings. Over time, it replaced smok­ing and pre­scrip­tion pills, and her anger at her attack­ers receded, until Puopolo decided she wanted to teach oth­ers about the restora­tive pow­ers she found in the prac­tice. “I wouldn’t be talk­ing to you if I didn’t really think I was finally get­ting some clar­ity,” she says. “The phi­los­o­phy opened me up to the idea that I could really stop hat­ing so much stuff.”

The Wall Street Jour­nal keeps a lot of its con­tent behind fees-​​based bar­rier so you may not be able to access this story after a few weeks. Enjoy it while you can.

Second Impressions of the Rumbaugh Workshop

I did not go into the work­shop with Desiree Rum­baugh with any spe­cial expec­ta­tions, aside from that of know­ing that an excel­lent instruc­tor would be guid­ing the process and a group of yogis would ener­gize the envi­ron­ment. I saw the occa­sion as a mid-​​term eval­u­a­tion about how my prac­tice has been matur­ing since my last work­shop. I wanted to see how the work invested on the mat has paid off. So I pick up where I left off yesterday.

Photo of wheel pose at Thrive Yoga, Rockville
Thrive Yoga’s Dave Bowen gets a taste of Desiree’s adjust­ment of wheel pose.

Fourth Find­ing: The day after the work­shop was over, I felt really fatigued, my whole body burnt out. I pam­pered myself and did not try to do any yoga or exer­cise except for my walks to and from the Metro, a cou­ple of miles. I felt sore as if I’d really gone through an extreme phys­i­cal ordeal. I was espe­cially sore and stiff in my hips and shoul­ders, thighs and arms. Curi­ously, my knees hurts when I walked, as if I might be a risk of tweak­ing a ten­don. Through­out the week­end, I had been prob­ing my edges and it was nat­ural that my body should feel the strain. At my age (two months short of 59), the energy reserves are shal­lower, the recov­ery capac­ity is slower and the need for heal­ing is more pro­nounced. But it took me a while to real­ize that this sen­sa­tion is really a kind of mus­cle mem­ory of all the poses that I did and the new edges estab­lished. I stop, focus in on my aches and pains, and sense what mus­cles involved, and then I feel myself drawn into align­ment and some­thing lights up inside me.

Photo of a yoga pose - Diving Osprey - by Christine Peterson
Desiree stands back in awe, watch­ing Chris­tine Peter­son
(you can tell she’s a For­est Yoga buff because she uses gloves)
set­tle into Div­ing Osprey pose.

Fifth Find­ing: yoga is an exper­i­men­tal, expe­ri­en­tial sci­ence. It is a sophis­ti­cated uni­verse of knowl­edge about the body, mind, spirit, energy and their com­plex inter­re­la­tion, which has been accu­mu­lated, fil­tered, refined, and aged over mil­lenia. But the appli­ca­tion of this knowl­edge sys­tem on the body and mind is left to the indi­vid­ual prac­ti­tioner. Desiree said that you can tell when a yogi is advanced because they take their time get­ting into poses. It almost looks as if they were prac­tic­ing in slow motion. That’s because they are observ­ing and pars­ing all the infor­ma­tion com­ing back from the far reaches of their limbs with sci­en­tific rigor: how do the mus­cles feel, have they reached their edge, is there a risk in push­ing beyond the edge, do I feel at ease, can I dwell in still­ness in the pose, how can I get out of this knot, what emo­tions and ener­gies are released by this pose, what am I reveal­ing about my mind or spirit in this vul­ner­a­ble pose and so on. A begin­ner will zip through the vinyasa, and in and out of poses, as if he/​she is sprint­ing to a fin­ish line. The inter­me­di­ate yogis are the ones who get them­selves injured, Desiree pointed out, because they are push­ing reck­lessly beyond what is phys­i­cally safe and worth the risk for the prac­tice. She admit­ted that she was guilty of this excess in her early years, and her cur­rent skills at prac­tic­ing advanced poses and assist­ing oth­ers to learn yoga were acquired through painful mis­takes and the need to heal and avert them in the future. She got really amped up when peo­ple started ask­ing ques­tions or giv­ing insights that showed that they were pay­ing atten­tion to the details. The work­shop drew a pretty expe­ri­enced crowd of yogis, but we went over the details of the poses as if we were all beginners.

Photo of a yoga pose - upward bow
Thrive Yoga’s Lisa John­son turns inward in Eight-​​Angle pose (Astavakrasana).

Sixth Find­ing: Anusara yoga prac­ti­tion­ers have their open­ing invo­ca­tion “Om namah shiv­aya gurave…” that starts each ses­sion, and then there’s the mantra that they repeat for every pose: “Shins press towards the mid-​​line, thighs spi­ral in and back, the sit bones widen, the tail bone tucks into the space made by the blos­som­ing of the hips…” The Uni­ver­sal Prin­ci­ples of Align­ment are the guide­lines that John Friend laid down to unify all the yoga prac­tices and poses across mul­ti­ple lin­eages and tra­di­tions. Desiree repeated the instruc­tions over and over again, and then came back to them, again and again. But I never found this rep­e­ti­tious or bor­ing. Even though the instruc­tions are sim­i­lar, each pose opens a dif­fer­ent gate­way into the body. And since your body is chang­ing in the process, each time you approach a pose, the expe­ri­ence is going to be unique. You can be prac­tic­ing moun­tain pose or a com­pli­cated arm bal­ance, and the same atti­tude and approach apply.

Photo of yoga practitioner
The reward of sweat

Sev­enth Find­ing: at any time dur­ing the work­shop, I’d look up and see yogis and yogi­nis, teach­ers and stu­dents doing their stuff, and all of them were bump­ing into what seemed to be their own bodies’limits. Desiree would come up and apply pres­sure with a hand or knee on a spe­cific area and show that it was merely a false floor, that there was space beyond that faux bound­ary. Desiree was asked about the ideas of some yoga teach­ers, like Paul Gril­ley, who make a point of high­light­ing the anatom­i­cal lim­its that exist in all peo­ple, and may be quite dif­fer­ent, the con­clu­sion being that you should not ask stu­dents to go beyond their phys­i­cal lim­its. Desiree said, how­ever, that Anusara cel­e­brates free­dom of yoga (as opposed to anatom­i­cal lim­its) and that each indi­vid­ual should assume own­er­ship of his or her own body and take it as far as they can.

First impressions of the Anusara yoga workshop at Thrive

Photo of four yoga teachers
Desiree Rum­baugh
Anusara Yoga teacher

I wanted to sketch out some ideas about the Desiree Rum­baugh work­shop at Thrive Yoga this week­end. You would think that 13 hours of yoga spread over three days would gen­er­ate a lot of grist for the mill, but there’s been lit­tle oppor­tu­nity to clar­ify my mind. Fri­day night after the first two-​​hour ses­sion, I was involved in fam­ily affairs (my mother-​​in-​​law arrived from New York City and daugh­ter spent the night on her way to Philadel­phia for the week­end.) until late.

Last night, I went straight home and ate any­thing to give me some quick energy. I thought about doing some­thing use­ful, but I was too tired to write any­thing about the work­shop. In the end, I went to bed. The next morn­ing, I dragged myself out of bed, served myself a bagel and a cup of cof­fee and made it to the stu­dio by 8:45. I won­dered if I had made the right deci­sion: my hips, thighs and calves were all stiff and felt like dead weight. I felt flat and a bit burned out. But once the yoga started mov­ing my limbs, my energy got bet­ter. By the end of the last ses­sion (Yoga Ther­apy), all I could think of was to get more fuel into my system.

Photo of four yoga teachers
Kathy Don­nelly, Desiree Rum­baugh, Suzie Hur­ley and Susan Bowen wel­come
all the Anusara afi­ciana­dos to the first night of the workshop.

First find­ing: all-​​day yoga work­shops make it hard to get ade­quate meals. I did not want to overeat at break­fast and lunch for fear that it would inter­fere with the yoga. But all the energy con­sumed dur­ing the ses­sions means that a late din­ner just makes you want to go to bed. If I had taken just one ses­sion a day, it would not have made much of a dif­fer­ence, but dou­ble ses­sions are grueling.

Sec­ond find­ing: Anusara yoga has a strong foothold in the DC area. Desiree drew work­shop par­tic­i­pants from as far away as New York, Penn­syl­va­nia and even Cal­i­for­nia, but many cur­rent Anusara teach­ers from the DC area (and their stu­dents) renewed their rela­tion­ship with Desiree. Lots of hugs and kisses before and after each class: Wil­low Street Yoga, the Yoga Cen­ter of Colum­bia , Inner Reaches Yoga, and prob­a­bly a few oth­ers, were all present. Fri­day night and Sat­ur­day morn­ing, not another mat could have fit into the expanded room (maybe 70 in all). The other ses­sions still had slots avail­able, but there were a lot of new faces. That’s pretty good, con­sid­er­ing that the work­shop fell in the mid­dle of sum­mer. Thrive’s owner, Susan Bowen, says that Desiree will be back soon.

Desiree Rumbaugh demonstrates cobra pose
Desiree demon­strated how to get deeply into cobra pose.

Third Find­ing: Desiree Rum­baugh is an excep­tional teacher, and it’s easy to see why she’s gained such a great rep­u­ta­tion. She has a knack for dri­ving home the Anusara mes­sage of proper align­ment, joy­ful atti­tude and bal­anced action in asana after asana, spot­ting the nec­es­sary adjust­ments to more fully man­i­fest the pose in her stu­dents, and enthu­si­as­tic nar­ra­tive that inter­twines her own self-​​discovery and heal­ing through yoga and the prin­ci­ples of Anusara phi­los­o­phy. She’s really able to break pose down into pieces that can eas­ily be digested and enacted. And it’s the details that make the dif­fer­ence in the asana.

These “find­ings” are the low hang­ing fruit that I can eas­ily pick before going to bed. More con­sid­ered remarks will come later, with at least one good night of sleep and a day with­out yoga under my belt. Plus, I’ve got pho­tographs of the sessions.

An unexpected gift from yoga

X-ray of human hipOn Mon­day evening, I went to a vinyasa 2 class at Thrive Yoga to make up for miss­ing my nor­mal Sun­day class. I was met with a teacher sub­sti­tu­tion: Mary Lou McNa­mara was replac­ing Lisa John­son because of vaca­tion travel. Both fol­lowed the Anusara style so there was an under­ly­ing con­ti­nu­ity between the two. I was breez­ing through the class with­out really being tested to my edge when we moved into the seated prac­tice and I was hit by an unex­pected break­through: Mary Lou asked us to get into Lord of the Fishes pose (Ardha Mat­syen­drasana). Almost with­out think­ing, I slipped into the pose, which requires me to fold one leg under as a kind of base and the other leg is placed over it, with the foot on the ground — it requires that both sit bones be on the ground. In the recent past, this kind of con­tor­tion was beyond my reach: one hip would be torqued up in the air and I would be com­pletely out of bal­ance. I’d have to extend the bot­tom leg out before me or put a lot of blan­kets under one hip. Well, this time, both my sit bones were firmly planted on the mat and my spin could sit squarely over my hips, allow­ing a smooth even twist when com­plet­ing the pose. We quickly moved on to other poses, and I could not fully appre­ci­ate what had happened.

Let me say that I have not made Lord of the Fishes pose as one of my goals, like full or half Lotus pose. I only prac­ticed it when­ever it rarely came up in class, unlike say half pigeon pose that almost always gets thrown into the mix. I rec­og­nized Lord of the Fishes as another man­i­fes­ta­tion of my tight hips, and some day I would move beyond this cor­po­ral legacy of sit­ting in chairs and slump­ing over keyboards.

Iron­i­cally, since com­ing back from vaca­tion, I have been grous­ing about how hard it has been to regain my sta­mina in jog­ging. My legs seemed dead weight and fatigued. Well, part of this mus­cu­lar fatigue is prob­a­bly because the con­nec­tive tis­sues between my legs and hips are hav­ing to move in new and dif­fer­ent ways, while tol­er­at­ing a lot more range of motion in my hips. As I’ve said here before, I often feel as if I am teach­ing myself to run all over again.

Coming yoga events in the DC area

Beryl Ben­der Birch, the mas­ter instruc­tor of Hard and Soft Power Yoga (within the Ash­tanga school), is giv­ing a week­end work­shop at George­town Yoga on Fri­day, June 6 and Sat­ur­day, June 7. As noted here and here before, I par­tic­i­pated in a Ben­der Birch work­shop at Thrive Yoga. I really enjoyed the oppor­tu­nity to ben­e­fit from her insight and inspi­ra­tion and would rec­om­mend her to any seri­ous yoga student.

At Thrive Yoga, there are a cou­ple of great work­shops com­ing up:

  • Govin­das & Radha – Waves of Love Week­end on June 13-​​14. Govin­das is a Rockville native who now lives in Cal­i­for­nia and leads work­shops that com­bine asana with kir­tan, music, rhythm and joy. You can buy his CD at CD Baby. The Fri­day evening event is going to be a fam­ily affair in which you can bring off­spring and friends for a sin­gle price.
  • Anusara Yoga with Desiree Rum­baugh will take place on the July 11-​​13 week­end. Desiree is an excep­tion teacher and asso­ciate of John Friend. She has mul­ti­ple two DVDs that deal with body issues through yoga. These ses­sions are going to be 2-​​3 hours long so that will really reveal a lot about Anusara’s approach to the body .

There is noth­ing like take an inten­sive work­shop (just one ses­sion or mul­ti­ple days), to break through bar­ri­ers in your practice.

Loosening the grip on my shoulders

Photo: Bloom against a tropical backdrop

An Anusara teacher trav­el­ing all over the world

I had a great inver­sion work­shop Jor­dan Bloom at Thrive Yoga today. Jor­dan is a gifted Anusara instruc­tor who’s based in the DC area, but trav­els around the world. I can tell why he is such a pop­u­lar teacher. He spent a lot of time deal­ing with the basic truths of align­ment, build­ing grad­u­ally so that when it came time to “invert,” it was rel­a­tively easy to take the plunge. For me the key was work­ing on my shoul­ders. One of the first pose that he had us do was a deep lunge with arms stretched above the head. Jor­dan then had us repeated take our shoul­ders fur­ther back and then reach the arms higher and toward the back. Each time, I got a lit­tle deeper back bend. But then, Jor­dan came behind me and gen­tly pulled my shoul­ders back even fur­ther. It was not a forced pres­sure, more like the touch used in break­ing an egg shell. I could feel the knot of mus­cle between my shoul­der blades dis­solve. Once I knew where to focus my efforts, I was able to work on bring­ing my shoul­ders back in other poses, like downward-​​facing dog. The three-​​hours of the class went fly­ing by.

Another adjust­ment that Jor­dan made was for me to widen the place­ment of my hands on the mat in poses like down­ward and updward dog, chataranga and other prone poses. He said that the mid­dle of my hand should be even with the out­side of my shoul­der. That put the lit­tle fin­ger of my hand of the edge of the mat and my ring fin­ger run­ning par­al­lel to the edge. They don’t make yoga mats wide enough for many men. This adjust­ment also helped me broaden my shoulders.

Jor­dan will be com­ing back to thrive for a three-​​day work­shop in Feb­ru­ary next year.

Comfortable in my body

I had an intrigu­ing ses­sion tonight at Flow Yoga, with Andrea lead­ing enthu­si­as­ti­cally after a full week of expo­sure to John Friend and Anusara teacher train­ing. I felt very com­fort­able, relaxed in my body as we went through the poses. It was not hard work, as if I was fight­ing against the flow. Andrea made a point of tak­ing us through the poses slowly, so that we could explore them and cor­rect our form.

When we went into pigeon (not my favorite), I was able to get quickly into the pose quickly and then relaxed more deeply into it. So I sur­prised myself.

Anusara